This Isn't Forever

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“I'll wait for you,” I told you before

I'll be right here when you need me

I'll wait until you're ready

I promised you that for sure.

I don't know why I said those words

You seemed to be numb about them

Do you know I also get hurt,

I can bare it, just don't know 'til when.

I always show you how I feel

Just to prove you that it's for real

But it hurts me when you just laugh at it

As if refusing, trying to change the topic.

What happened to us, we barely talk

We were never like this before

I think of you, I even stalk

If it's a disease, what is the cure?

I miss the old us, the way we were before

I though we'd get there, but we're getting farther apart

Just tell me what to do, all I need is closure

Please tell me what you feel, I'm losing my composure.

I won't be like this forever

When you just need me when you're sober

It pains me more thinking you barely care

Like you don't remember the days we shared.

As long as I don't run out of hope I'll be waiting

It's the least I could do to prove I'd do anything

Hoping when you come for me it's not too late

'Cause I never wanted you to feel the pain.

But if you feel pain 'cause I have changed

I'd still be there for you though life's rearranged

Maybe not like what I am today

But as a friend who promised I will stay.